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Almost every week I see you at this place we both go to, and every week you smile at me and greet me, and sometimes we shake hands. You don't realize that my heart breaks every time you leave later in the day and all I can think of is, it's another week before I see you again.

I first caught you looking at me several months ago and realized the following weeks that you are interested in me. Even though I come alone every week, you know that I am not single. My husband just does not come with me to this place. When we got to talk a while back I could hear the disappointment in your voice when you asked me "so then, you are married?" You said you had been married but are now divorced, that "things didn't work out" and that you don't have children but "I always wanted a little girl, even though I would probably spoil her rotten." I feel that I got way too much into your business and asked questions that were probably uncomfortable for you, and for that I am truly sorry.

I have been married for almost two decades and have always been faithful. I am NOT planning on changing that. But never before has another man stirred emotions like these in me, and this disturbs me very much. I see you and all I can think of is how much I care about you. You deserve to be happy and have all those things, someone who loves you and the child you yearn for, but I cannot, nor will I ever be, that woman for you. There is no way; and that is very clear to me.

You leave so fast after the event and often I think, "Oh, don't leave yet! I wish we could talk a little." I feel this great emptiness after you leave, and my heart feels as if it is breaking in two when I see you driving away. Sometimes I leave this place before you do and avoid looking at you, just so I don't show my emotions. All through the week I catch myself thinking about you and wondering what you are doing and if you are happy. I look forward all week to this one day that I can see you, and then you are gone in a flash. Every week it seems to hurt a bit more. As much as I hope to see you each week, sometimes you don't show, and even though I'm disappointed I actually feel relieved and sometimes wish you would never show up again so that I don't have to feel the heartache. Does that make any sense at all?

You come to this place with your brother S. and his wife D., and sometimes you bring other family members and friends. You drive a pick-up truck that has your company logo on it. I always see you checking me out, which in itself surprises me as there are so many pretty women out there, and at this place we go to are singles as well, but --- you take note of ME, when I'm really just a face in the crowd. Of course it feels good to know you notice me, as this is very flattering, but I also feel extremely guilty. And it makes me wonder why you are not in some sort of a relationship. You are a handsome man and any woman would be lucky to be with you.

I hope you never read this. I only needed to get things off my chest, and this is my way of doing it. You are so very nice, and I am captivated by your smile, your sweet face and your presence. But it hurts to know that a handshake, a smile, and a hello are all that will ever be between us. I know this is all that it will ever be, week after week the same. I'm not really sure what I am waiting for or why I expect anything more than that, but at the same time I think, why even go through this every week when it can never change. This is so wrong. Even though I only smile at you, I feel that I'm playing with fire. I shouldn't even be writing this. If you were to ask me for a relationship I would turn you down.

The Bible says that when temptation presents itself, a way of escape will also be provided so that we are not overcome by the temptation. I have the choice of coming to this place at a different time of the day than you, and yet, like a lamb to the slaughter, I put myself in this painful position and come each week at the same time you do, just to see you. I have a choice though, and that is to remove myself from the source of temptation. I really need to start going at another time of the day, therefore avoiding you and avoiding the heartache.

You may think I am pretty on the outside, but C., you don't know me on the inside, and there are so many wrong things going on inside my heart. Posting here is one of them. As a song by Rush of Fools says it so well "You (Jesus) are the only thing that's beautiful in me."
Just the same, I only know you from looking at you and talking to you a bit. I have no idea what's in your heart. I might not like it ;-)

C., I love my husband and my family. My husband is my rock and I don't know what I would ever do without him, and I don't want this to change. He and I have been through so much together. You have unknowingly stirred emotions in me that are wrong, and I need to get a grip on it. If that means going to this place at a different time than you do and removing myself from the situation, then that's what I have to do.

If you do happen to see this, or someone that knows you does and tells you about it, I hope that you will make this easy for me; and should our paths cross again, you can just say "Let's be friends", and I will know that you read this. Knowing that I am no longer the "object of your desire" will give me tremendous peace.

Should you choose to answer by e-mail, give me your full name, as well as the name of your brother and his wife, so I know you are the real C.

Take care and God bless you,
S.

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